date: Friday, March 04, 2005 @ 10:02 pm
title: Flowers..
Does flowers really make girls happy only?
I total disagree..
The supposingly flowers that I was planning to give to Candy is now in a perrier dirty green glass bottle, filled with much water, doped with panadol. Serious lar.
Actually the flowers I brought under the influence of the Holy Spirit, wasn't for Candy. I assumed He wanted me to visit Candy with the flower. But in actual fact, it was for me. Initially, I did believe the flowers were actually for me, until this morning..
Upon waking up this morning, the flowers made me smile..
Seeing them, the 2 only left surviving stalks made me feel great..
Never ever have flowers had such sensation thrown onto me.
I know God wanted to drive a point.
But it seems to be quite profound that I was abit slow to understand.
Maybe the antenna connected to heaven is abit broken.
My spiritual feelers are abit wore out.
Time to renew and refresh..
Flowers..
God..
Flowers..
God..
Dunno. Ha! Maybe He knows me better than I know myself.
Maybe seeing the flowers reminds me about someone who makes me smile..
After appreicating the flowers..
I decided to devote my morning to bible study.
I sat on by the desk, took out all the neccessay items:
Highlighters. All 4 colours.
Pencil.
Eraser Pen.
My Junkifie Journal.
BIBLE!
In my mind, I set out to study 'Proverbs' chapter..
In the beginning was already very interesting liao.
All the stuff about submitting to parents authority, bla bla bla..
I was hooked to the bible again.
Higlighting anything that seemed to be important.
Listening to what Holy Spirit has to teach me.
My understanding over some problems about life was increased tremendously..
But of all the verses that captured my heart.
This was the one that explains everything I had been going thru:
'Above all else, guard your heart, for it affects everything you do.'
Proverbs 4:23
Ouch! it hits right into the core of all my anguish..
I remembered many people prophesied over me to guard my heart.
Guard my heart?
I dunno what they are referring.
So i again assuming that they were referring to BG-Relationship.
I guarded and secured my emotions for the opposite gender.
You see,
'Assumption is another form of confusion.'
If I'm confused over what my prophesy really meant, it just takes time for it to slowly lurk out from its shadow and the problem to set in.. long enough to kill my faith, if not found out immediately.
Well.. this verse speaks for itself:
'The thief's purpose is to steal, kill and destroy...' John 10:10
So it's a matter of time for the spark that will ignite to kill my faith and for it to go deep down thru the valley, damp and cold.. Shivering cold and smell of death everywhere..
er.. its a metaphor by the way..
I have been using so much metaphors in my conversation these days that people seemed not to get my idea thru..
Why? maybe I'm sssssssssssssssuper zai liao.
Woo... I can see the 'egotistic' bulb blinking off somewhere..
Well.. Welcome back the typical 'me', back in action!!
trying to score for 'lame' point around here.
But na.. i'm soooo not used to it.
I'm going to be a MAN soon.. ha! church's 'inside' joke.
My life've been cool..
Cool weather.. doing cool stuff with cool people if u wan to know what's going on in my cool life lately when now, time is not very kind to people like me.
Serangoon Junior College is another place where I have stories to tell my children and my grandchildren and my great grandchildren..
It was a place where I made my first contact with Cedarians as a Marist boy with absolute not-the-typical-marist written on my forehead. Where I met a bunch of hardcore companions who blasted their way thru SRJC..
The place where I realised the emotional weakness I have for the opposite gender, with absolutely no previous encounter with them. A company that crazed over small and cute stuff, which includes cute guys and gals to drool for.
A place where I made friendnship like daily covenant.
A place where dreams were fulfilled.
A place where I made the best people in whom I knew deep inside of me that they will and it's a promise that they will eventually be one of the culture and history makers in Singapore..
A place where I might have just found the Perfect One for me, btw its just a normative statement to end my list that might go on forever if I dun stop it right now..
People of Aura V, a bunch of monkeys that are the absolute for 'INDECISIVE' and 'GLUE'.. Well, they are great people.. although all of us are made up differently, we stick like glue? maybe it's not the best word to describe what I'm trying to drive upon, but they should know lar..
Now! with different paths we have chosen for ourselves.. I truely hope that everyone will be successful in their paths.. not to sidetrack too often. : ) Luv you guys alot, including the adopted Aura V monkey.. ha!
People of 1A04, a class of lunatics that made up of 20 gals and 7 macho,handsome, soooo badly desired guys.. ha! yar right..
Actually.. not to keep the gals in the dark. Many of my guy friends in SR envy me, cos they said that 1A04 made up of lots of flowers on super smelly XXXX.. they commented that the class is full of chio bu which to a large extent... I shall not comment about it, otherwise the next time I see them. 'Embracing them' will not be the most wise decision I'm going to make for my already quite contented life..
Actually is the guys that amaze me the most..
We are the minority in every aspect from class size to the voice in major decision-making..
or is it just me?
The guys are E BAND of BROTHERS.. we really try to make an effort to sit together to eat, when sometimes.. some individuals, including me, will flap around the flowers in the canteen and brust forth outraging conversation. However, our relationship didn't fade much. Especially the sweetest moments on Valentine's Day, we sat on the round table in Kenny Rogers.
To show how much we care for each other, we swore to use the knifes to stab each other when we are unhappy.. that exclude Daryl. He wasn' there.. But he's the coolest and with the highest rating in ponning school. Ha!
Now the gals, with 2 extremes.. the loud and the soft. I dun think anyone is netural lar..
Although there's some unpleasant among them.. they have not have any catfight yet or never was once.. so I think they are also quite OK..
Let start with the soft girls..
They are soft. -BANG! BANG! gunshots- :o
They are the weights that balance the class, both in the class attendance and for some reasons to save the class from trouble.. the good good gals with nicely pressed top and bottem or whole piece. They are the much quietier ones with completely no ill thoughts of ponning school, ever? I'm not very sure of that.. Ha!
They assured that 1A04 will not have ZERO attendance on anydays, which really is a compliment for them.. no hard feeling :P
Now the loud girls..
They are loud. -BANG!!!! Shotgun shot- ;o
They are the powerhouse of the class. Always blabbing about anything, with a limit.
Some are the soyabean auntie's favourite customers. The 'Dao Hui' fan club..
Activities like mass ponning are their favourite part of the day.. Duh!!!
When one laughs, the others get seriously infection.. Laughing club!
Think of them as a group of I-know-each-other-dirty-little-secret.. or they seems to be. Huh?!?
To summarize, they make me cry... boo!
Really have to take my hat off for the gals as they are the reason to live.. kidding!
Actually, they are the brains and the hands of 1A04 as well.. Ha!
Almost all the competition, we participated in. They put in the most effort.
From the CNY Banner design to the Debating to the Total Defence CT thingy to whatever I didn't mention here... I really have to admit, guys are the super slackers. But the guys on the other hand, really put aside our ego and pride for these to happen..
HEY!! I'm trying to save some 'face' for the guys.. Ha!
Not to forget..
To keep the namelist short.. I decided to use one person's name to substitiute all the other names that might have been listed down..
BERrrr's friends and company..
You guys Roxs..
They are the fine example of up-to-date human to human fast track information process and transition.. a mini friendster of their own.. they like hyperlink to each other, so when u know one of them, you will get the chance to know the rest if u have the opportunity to sit down and chat with them..
And.. they really really really REALLY KNOW how to kill time..
if u are going out with them.
Either you can patiently wait for their arrival
Or you have to be the fast respond team.
But they Roxzzz...
You ask me to describe them with one word.. it's
eudtinherinhecace..
Na.. this word dun exist at all..
Well.. time and space will not separate them.
So good try if anyone wants to separate them,
cos they are inseparatable..
its like not eating cheesecake with your mouth..
okay.. that's lame. Sorry!!! :)
Wow.. i really can type. Bleah!
Shall I continue? Maybe.. maybe next time.
